Some how or rather, all I can say is, "CRAP!"
I dunno why, but I feel like crap.
Was it just after that phone call, or was it just me thinking too much.
I just want things to change for the better, not for the worst. No one wants any part of their life to be prepared for the worst. NO ONE!
So why me??
Grr...
It's just so frustrating when things don't go your way. You do something, thought that it would turn out great, but in the end? It backed fired. Sucks right?!
Nvm. I shall just sleep on it, praying hard that things will really turn for the better tomorrow. And so I shall follow my oh-so-accurate gut feel. Don't feel that fantastic about it though. Optimistic is the word that I should use now.
toodles...
to be cont...