So long never blog le, so here i am to update u on what's happening recently in my life. Well, one thing i'm happy abt is that i have another aprox 2 mths till the end of my attachment in Pan Pacific Hotel. Hehehe. Work load is still the same. Still as busy, just like today, i have to work like hell cos reservation quite a lot today. We did 2 sets of buffet stuff, and 1 set for replenishment. But in the end everything also not enough. Haiz. Hubert, our new trainee is here! Finally a new helper. Well, not exactly la, cos Chui Lee is gone, so that means Hubert is here as a 'take over' for her. There's another one more trainee coming in tmr morning, Rozina, and she'll be in the Cake Counter helping Shee Lee with the sandwiches and cake orders.
Upstairs there's only me, Celia, Peace and Auntie Kim Lian. I was taking care of the buffet part in the beginning, Celia baking things, Peace arranging bread and Auntie doing sandwiches at the counter. So it was just me doing buffet, so tiring... Well, bo pian~! So after that, time flew, and soon it was time to set buffet. After setting, then we went down to have our lunch. After lunch, went up again but this time doing production stuffs. I went to the freezer to take things. There's only a few so called 'production' to do today. I'm unmoulding all the cake rings, Celia cutting Blackforest and arranging them for tmr's function and Peace is doing all the cooking items, Berry Compote, Honeydew Pudding and Bread&Butter Pudding mixture. Auntie takes care of the buffet, making sure that everything is replenished. I unmoulded a total of 64 cakes, big and small, wrapped them and put them on the trolley. Had to push all the cakes and function things down and then pack the freezer. So can u imagine what kinda shit i went thru today??
During lunchtime, i called Baby and he told me that he was still at the chalet, going to play Pool with his frenz. Eventually today, he was suppose to go for TKD but he didn't cos they asked him to stay back for BBQ. And i was like fine with it. Actually before going for this chalet, he asked me along for it, saying that he would like to bring me along, but then knowing i'm working, i can most prob be there only at night. But, eventually i didn't go (obviously, if not i won't be blogging here!) cos there wasn't a word that said that i could come. So i had dinner with Hubert, and then we walked to the MRT Station together. Took a train home. Along the way, i felt weird, like maybe thinking too much or something, but i just felt weird. Like so alone! Shit man...that feeling sucks. Well, after coming outta the tunnel, i listened to the radio, and they played a song i like, 'Lonely' by Akon. Nice song. Loved it. But felt bad after hearing it~ cos i was thinking of many things while along the way home. Was wondering what i would do after attachment, where my family was, what's the workload for tmr and 'him' of cos... ARGH... The feeling i have now is so mixed up... =..(
I'm gonna go sleep now i guess, just feel like crying now...dunno why... I'm tired, really tired... Tired of almost everything that's going on in my life, i now sincerely believe in the phrase 'What goes around, Comes around'.
