Argh...can u believe it, i slept ard 7 plus just now, cos too tired, but then i was also rudely awaken by a phone call just now, and of cos, as u know, when u're sleeping, u lost track of time. And so i thought it was morning already, and i panicked ok!!! Really balls~ I practically jumped outta bed, and tried to find a clock, but then all the clocks in my room all no batt, then couldn't find my specs, then everything was blur and then when i ran to the kitchen, and heard mummy on the phone and saying that she was washing clothes, then i was like thinking to myself, "Cannot be leh, where got ppl wake up so early wash clothes one?!" And then later realised it was only 10:04pm!!! ~Silly Me~
*Now waiting for Baby to finish work, and miss call me! He has been waking up early for the past few days, cos of Tkd Grading, and so he has missed many hrs of sleep...Poor darling. Nvm, Grading is over (i think) so that means can sleep longer le. Not bad eh, my Baby is a tester for Tkd leh...hehehe! Goes ard from school to HQ Grading kids for their Tkd. He teaches them too. Proud of this lil' booboo~
Miss him dearly though. Nowadays i get to meet him only once a week. So sometimes when i need someone to talk to, i find Dean. He's always there when i need him too. At least sometimes not physically, but over the phone. Baby has to study and work, so i don't wanna disturb him. Dean is someone whom i can confide things in, he's my confidante. Good listening ear too. Though sometimes he gives crappy advices, but most of it (though crappy!) are good. Since now that he has Amanda to take care of too, i cannot expect him to be alwiz listening to me, can i... So every now and then, he does gimme a call to arrange a meet up cum chill out session at night. I really miss Baby so much, till the extend that when i needed someone, and there wasn't anyone ard, i felt like crying. Cos work too stress and tiring, and i just want someone to share part of my life with me, but there wasn't anyone~ I can't just keep talking abt it to Baby, soon he'll get sick of it. Haiz. Well, when i talk to Dean, at least he knows what i'm going thru. I'm not saying that Baby doesn't, but he's not in the kitchen line. So he might not know exactly what we kitchen staff are going thru. But i really appreciate him being there as a listening ear for me, giving me sweet advices and stuff. *Muacks Baby* Sometimes in the morning when i'm getting shit at work and stuff, he sends me sweet SMSs to perk up my day! And its damn nice k. We get to talk in the morning sometimes too, and hearing his voice also perks me up.
*Its 11pm now. Baby will be calling soon.................ARGH, miss him so much~!*
I purposely took 2 days off this coming Thu and Fri. Thursday i have a dinner invitation with Baby to some gathering at some place i forgot the name. So i took that day off, and Fri is because i can stay out till late on Thu, so i can rest. And at the same time go pray and 'visit' Papa @ Senja cos this coming Sunday i cannot take off. At first i could, but thinking of my other colleagues, and the work load and so on, i cannot bear to take PH on that day. Sunday is a time where 'dinosaurs' come for our buffet and eat till their hearts content!!! Idiots... Well, i still got another 2 mths to go for my attachment. Actually another less than 88 days. I'm starting to count down le. Cos honestly, though work has been overall fun, i've had enough. Really. Too tiring le. I've never fallen sick so many times in my entire life. Week after week. No no, cannot take it le.
I've missed so many family gatherings, prayer sessions, meetings, outtings and so on, all due to work! Haiz. Cannot take it le. After this whole attachment, i'm thinking of going overseas, to Aust maybe. But i'm thinking of Baby, as well as my whole family, and i cannot bear to leave them. So i'm thinking it through first la. Got an offer as i mentioned before. So i must take that opportunity, cos not many ppl have it. So must think carefully first. Baby going for NS soon most prob coming end of this yr. And then i have another 2 yrs to wait for him to ORD, and meanwhile i think i'll be studying somewhere in Singapore first. Then after that, after settling things, and let time fly, then i shall decide whether i wanna leave Singapore anot. = )
*Hmm, come to think of it, i think i shouldn't talk to Baby too long, cos he's too tired... so i shall cut short chatting with him later*
Grrrrr, i miss him so much. Die la, if liddat also now like wanna die already, i cannot imagine when he goes for NS!!! All the most i sign on to the army also(Wahahaha~! Stupid move Cheryl) Well, i feel that life is too precious. And u should live life to the fullest. Really. Respect those whom u are suppose to respect, help those who need the help, and love all who needs love. ESP ME!!!
*BABY HAS MISSED CALLED...hehehe, calling him back now!* MISSING HIM SO MUCH. Ok, shall not blog le. Talking to him more important!
